دیوانه

Once more day left and I less more thing as usually I can think about what happened for me and why should to do when I seem that problem too you know almost time I can just say some thing that I forget that case or say a nice lie to mine self that don’t busy my mind with that problem
How you can find your reason in your life when you looking to end of your life?
Have you ever think what’s trusty who want to know them if not body wants to say that
You think about that days that you and each body that want to solvent his problem with tof that?
Due you know not comes any body for your help as if you want that person you want that some body comes to guide you not he or she dose this work as his doing?
However some time I think I am creasy some time I think I am good human that wants to know but I got this maybe I am in wrong why coz I lost alt thing in my life that before this they were too good and useful for me they had whose form no now I don’t see them in my feeling I don’t see them in my life why?
I will change in this day that I get them I am sure that is not any thing if I want them?
So you know if some body comes and wants to guide me clear I cannot believe him or her coz I can’t believe at first my mind
See whole of them in my face
Asari